Today is the mum's day!  We go out today at RP Manila for lunch and window shopping.  Oh well, I wish we  go somewhere else.. I had been to (Robinson's Place Manila) RP for 3 SUNDAYS STRAIGHT!!!  T_T...  I am already stuck at this mall!!!  hehe...

Hmm, I am so tired today because I slept very late last night.  hehe.. busy doing sidelines at the same time watching "An Empress and A Warrior" & "A Battle of Wits"  movies at online (while i was waiting for their inquiries).  Both movies were awesome and I had so many lessons to learn from these movies.  The ending was a sad one as there were many wrong decisions or making mistakes that lead them to trouble.  And they couldn't found a way out.    Sounds scary....hehe... 

Happy Mum's Day to all! =)

I don't cook  But now, I am thinking about it.  Maybe it is time for me to learn cooking.  I want to be a full time vegetarian, so that I can prepare my own food the way I like it.  Also, if I were not get married or if I were to live alone in the future (I wished it would never happen), at least I know how to prepare healthy foods.  Maybe I will enroll in a cooking school.  But for now, I will simply ask for some help, since the tuition is superbly expensive, unless the school offers an excellent course and is worth the money!  I am perfectionist and I want to be perfect in cooking.  Wow, I have a feeling it will take many years for me to learn.  Let's hope I will not! Wish me luck...=)

I was a very honest and straightforward person, so I easily trusted people.  But trusting too much led to disaster.  In the past, I thought that all of my friends were good and helpful people.  Then, I realised that they were not (some of them) and found out that they all used me or even fooled me.  (I won't tell you who they are, I respect their privacy.)  I was dumbfounded.  I didn't cry, but I felt hurt inside.  I didn't confront them.  I let them go.  After all, I am the one who learned from my experiences.  And I am thankful that they didn't harm me.   That's the reason why I let them go.  I'll be more careful this time when I meet new people.  This is why I now don't easily trust people any more.  It will take time for me to do that again.=)

Why would they do that?  Probably because they thought I was naive and easily fooled.  Hmm, I don't think so.  Just recently, I met some friends who tried to deceive me and they thought that I would not noticed it.  They try to fool me out of money.  Of course, I didn't comment anything at all.  I just  kept nodding, pretending that I did not know anything.  I wanted to confront them but I decided to keep silent. Honestly, I am tired of these things.

I care for other people a lot more than myself.  I trust other people more than myself.  I worry about other people more than myself.  But will other people will still try to deceive me even if they know that I care, trust and worry about them?

--The End --

I watch Chinese shows all the time, but I don't speak Mandarin fluently. Why? I don't get to use it as much as I like to here in the Philippines. In as much as I like to study Mandarin abroad, I can't leave my job. Since I am not using that much, I tend to forget it. Yes, I have completely forgot how to speak Mandarin, but I do understand Mandarin very well. I want to be fluent in every language that I know. Sad to say, I have not achieved it. =(

Is teaching my destiny? I don't know. A lot of people are requesting for a workshops of certain topics. Yeah, I do love teaching but I didn't expect that people will approach me regarding this matter. Even though I am not teaching, I am actually glad that I am not looking after any students. It is something I am not thrilled about =) hehe I guess I should try teaching, who knows, maybe I get more great ideas for the future! =) I thank God for the good people I have met. !=)

Well, I am working in our family business. Right now, I sort of realised that I want to have my own business. First, I want to improve my communication and social skills, so I thought that having a sideline will help me achieve it. Secondly, having a sideline will give me some experience in business dealings. I knew my family disagrees with me due to the risk involved, money that might be wasted and they think I cant make it. But I still am moving on with my goal. I made a lot of mistakes during these times but I am staying calm and confident. Hehe. I will try my best to gain more experiences before I put up my own business in the future. I think I will concentrate on this goal, just in case I don't get married.

It takes a good timing, patience, and hardwork, I believe. And I don't give up. I hope I won't get trapped! hehe Yes, praying is really helped! =)

At first, I was tempted to buy a fighting fish. My cousin recommended me to buy one and place it in my own living room. I was just worried that this fish might die and I certainly do not want to see any dead fish in front of me. Hehe. Also I don't know how to care for the fish!

So, I ended up buying a small water fountain. It's pretty cute but it is very heavy to carry around!!! I am not sure if I will buy some good stones to add some embellishments on my fountain... hehe. I hope that this fountain will last for a lifetime! =) At least, I don't worry about the life of a living thing!

Last time, I lost my diary key and now my real diary is lost. Sheesh, I remembered that the last time I kept was on the top of my table. Maybe our maid didn't put them back after cleaning. Anyway, there were not important information written, except for some collection of poems that I thought so passionately... T_T .

Hehe, I managed to take a break at work yesterday. My long time friends and I went to SM Megamall and Shangrila Plaza yesterday. It has been a long time since we last met. We were enjoying ourselves – shopping, eating, chatting, etc. We bought a lot of things yesterday (mostly by me).. hehe. I don't usually go there so I bought things that other malls didn't have. I really missed them badly... hehe.. Those shopping malls are really huge so we were not able to finish roaming around because we already got tired in the afternoon. Before we went home, we stopped by at the food court for ice cream.. hehe.. I thanked them for their treat.. hehe. Our next trip will be SM North soon. I am now counting the days...


Our Lunch!!! =) Yummy! Yummy!



Drooling....